anyway just to make clear: I’m not dead, I know y'all probably expected me to be considering how many times I’ve fucked around and almost died, but like I’m fine, not that anyone cares or even remembers who I am or anything. anyway. gonna get sad about how much I used to love dylan and kate and how much work I put into all of this when it meant fucking nothing and I just abandoned it because everything fell apart :/

why am I bothering no one is reading this no one remembers me I just disappear into dust like always - spence

wow wow wow wow wow do I miss this account or am I just sad and nostalgic and low-key still proud of these two dumb ocs I made on this weird corner of the internet ??? no one knows I’m here. it’s weird.

slicedup:

_{i really really do not know if anyone is still here. i don’t. but since i am, suddenly, and no one’s paying attention, i might as well explain myself. maybe this is just a softly worded rant, since no one’s here anymore. maybe i need it said, objectively. 
            - there are triggers under the cut. they will be tagged.}

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woah i just found this account what the f u c k

_{yooooo are any of you Tumblr folks at SitC BC I’m alone and freakin out}

dicedup:

^{your  father  told  you    //    that  you  were  nothing  without  his  hands  on  your  skin    //    your  cancer  was  not  born  of  kindness    //    but  of  rage    &&    chemical  infusion    //    you  are  empty    //    your  flesh  creeps  across  your  bones    //    your  skin  is  made  of  spiderwebs    //    your  bones  of  burning  pyres    //    when  you  rose  from  the  ashes    //    they  did  not  see  blood  stained  fingerprints    //    they  mistook  the  spite  that  dwells  deep  within  for  fractured  innocence    //    but  you  are  more    //    you  are  lost    //    you  are  spite  incarnate    //    you  watch  your  poisoned  blood  as  it  pulses  through  your  wrists    //    greenish  blue    //    angry    &&    burning    //    hateful    &&    acidic    //    your  skin  is  made  from  spiderwebs    //    your  bones  of  burning  pyres    //    child    //    did  you  ever  really  rise  from  the  ashes    //    or  did  you    BECOME    THEM    ?            *    dicedup  //    ind oc.    written by spence.    poem : lord byron}

_{YELLO MY FAIR BABS !!! 
hello i am here i am back i can confirm !!!
i have deleted most of my posts ( apart from aesthetics && some rps , which i’ve privated ) so that i can start afresh !!!
if anyone wants to continue anything or keep relationships pls im or like this post !!!
( also pls read under the cut for a soppy apology and explanation for why i was gone so long lmao )}

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dicedup:

_{ey ok so i know i’ve been gone for 6 months almost exactly but i wanna come back and if u ever loved me pls tell me what to do with kate & dylan <3}

dicedup:

_{ey ok so i know i’ve been gone for 6 months almost exactly but i wanna come back and if u ever loved me pls tell me what to do with kate & dylan <3}

dicedup:

_{ey ok so i know i’ve been gone for 6 months almost exactly but i wanna come back and if u ever loved me pls tell me what to do with kate & dylan <3}