FOUL MOUTHED MOTHERFUCKER !

HOW DO YOU
BREATHE WITH A
MOUTH FULL OF
BLOOD ?

SURVIVAL SHOULDN'T HURT
BUT WAR SHOULD
AND THAT'S WHERE YOU ARE

WHAT ARE YOU MADE OF, KID?

7% flesh; bloody and raw. and human (or so they tell me). it doesn’t feel like that though. under my own fingertips skin is too sharp. i am too sharp to love myself.

45% smoke; it’s all fog inside – my skull, my lungs – i breathe out and smother everyone in two miles radius.

20% hunger; i will eat my rotten thoughts just to prove a point. pray for my body, for i will forget who i am, who i could have been.

28% agony; am i broken? i am not sure. but my bones ache.

"

— ^{sooner or later we perish; b.s.h; my new chapbook ROOTED - read on tablo.io}

✦ ✧ ✦ ✶ ✧

🍂 :: ARE YOU BROKEN UP ENOUGH TO KEEP GOING ? ( about ) 🍂 :: WHEN DID YOU KNOW YOU'D LOST YOUR SOUL ? ( musing ) 🍂 :: HAVE YOU GOT A MOMENT TO TALK ABOUT OUR LORD AND SAVIOR FUCKING CHRIST ? ( queue )

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a little about the mun.

heyo! my name's spencer! i'm 17 & from england. i go to college & i have a part time job, so please be patient with me! i also have a few mental health issues, but i'm trying my hardest!
my inbox & ims are always open to anyone, whether it's to plot, ask questions, or just to chat! if you ever need to talk to someone, hit me up! i'm always here to help!

rules : personal

O N E -- no drama or hate, and no vagueblogging. i have severe anxiety and a delusional disorder, and i will unfollow you without warning if you vagueblog, even if it’s not about me (i may think it is).
T W O -- please tag your triggers. this is quite a triggering blog, and i will tag accordingly with ’trigger //’ (tell me if i don’t tag something & i’ll fix it), and i’d be extremely thankful if you did the same! my specific triggers are: abuse, food, eating disorders, self harm, jump scares, ableism, and suicide.
T H R E E -- if you have a problem with me, please tell me outright. it’d ease my mind massively & help me improve myself! i’m autistic & i struggle with intentions, implications, and tones of speech. i might mess up! i’m human! but i want to fix my mistakes.
F O U R -- feel free to ask questions about me or my muse. i love to have the opportunity to inform & explain, and even to build more upon my character!
rules : roleplay
O N E -- please tag your nsfw. i don't roleplay it myself, & i don't particularly want it coming up on my dash. however, i'm not removing the possibility of kate having sex within relationships, and i don't want to limit ships because of this - i'm okay with fade to black/time jumps.
T W O -- no godmodding. this includes playing my muse for me, or badly hurting or killing my muse without my permission.
T H R E E -- kate’s timeline is very flexible. i can adapt it to most fandoms without the need for aus, as long as they're modern-ish (within about 30 years of the current year).
F O U R -- this is a multifandom blog. i'm familiar with a lot of fandoms, and i'm more likely to follow/interact you if i'm familiar with your character's fandom & backstory.
F I V E -- mun =/= muse. kate may do/say things that can be considered morally questionable/wrong. i, in no way, condone these acts.
S I X -- memes, opens, and starter calls are open to anyone unless specified. i reserve the right not to reply if for any reason i do not want to.
S E V E N -- i am so up for pre-established relationships. seriously. come @ me bro.

MAIN VERSE.

kate’s nomadic , travelling from place to place , mindlessly searching. she picks up girls in bars , drinks her pain away , laughs & shouts. under all of that ? she’s deeply depressed , traumatised. yeah , maybe she’s scared of getting close to people - SO WHAT ?

DARK VERSE.

the scientist drew her in , tore her apart && put her back together in the wrong order. call it stockholm syndrome , call it trauma - he became her father. he trained her , extensively , turned her into a killer for his twisted cause , & died. & she misses him. kate’s a murderer , plain & simple - she goes from place to place to place to find people. somehow , it’s not her. it’s a hollow person , a vessel for his memory , a shell of a being. SHE DIED IN THAT LAB.
HIGH SCHOOL VERSE (UK).

kate’s still in catholic high school , still being abused by her father , still using the excuse of boxing to get away with bruises & broken bones , still attempting to keep away from people who might suspect something. they all think she’s cool , because she’s always beat up & always swears & doesn’t give a shit what anyone thinks - she gets invited to parties ; she drinks & smokes & takes whatever people give her , stumbles home in the hopes that her father is already asleep. SUICIDALLY RECKLESS TEEN.

HIGH SCHOOL VERSE (US).

the night dylan’s parents kicked him out , & kate’s parents found out she was gay , her father got a job in america. he says it was a coincidence , but kate knows it wasn’t. the whole family move to america , & they shove her into a school there - say this is a new start ! that they can start over ! as if the move would cure her. but her father is , if anything , worse than he was back home. they’re not close to anyone in the u.s. , no one’s checking up - he’s free to hurt her however he wants , almost without question. & she’s TRAPPED UNDER HIS THUMB.
TBA!

TBA!

TBA!

TBA!

DISCLAIMER

the bio ahead contains POSSIBLY TRIGGERING MATERIAL.

triggers include: death, blood, murder, kidnapping, abuse, self harm, torture, homophobia, transphobia, and mental illness.

this blog also contains triggers for alcohol addiction .
CLICK THROUGH BIO.
FULL WRITTEN BIO.
STATS PAGE.

NAVIGATION

WRITING

MEMES OPENS
WISHLIST
KATE
MUSINGS ABOUT
META NIGHTMARES
AESTHETIC FORM
RELATIONSHIPS
MOTHER FATHER
DYLAN THE SCIENTIST

fuck !

hold your breath. bleed. give up.
NOW GET THE FUCK UP AND KICK ASS.
holy shit !
KATE LEWIS.
FOUL-MOUTHED MOTHERFUCKER.
motherfucker !
independent fandomless original character.
written by spence.
est. 19.10.16.

burn that shit.

a little about the mun.

rules : personal

rules : roleplay

verses

DISCLAIMER

CLICK THROUGH BIO.

FULL WRITTEN BIO.

STATS PAGE.

NAVIGATION

WRITING

KATE

RELATIONSHIPS

fuck !

holy shit !

motherfucker !