FOUL MOUTHED MOTHERFUCKER !

Tue, 16 Oct 2018 01:06:28 +0100

anyway just to make clear: I’m not dead, I know y'all probably expected me to be considering how many times I’ve fucked around and almost died, but like I’m fine, not that anyone cares or even remembers who I am or anything. anyway. gonna get sad about how much I used to love dylan and kate and how much work I put into all of this when it meant fucking nothing and I just abandoned it because everything fell apart :/

why am I bothering no one is reading this no one remembers me I just disappear into dust like always - spence

Tue, 16 Oct 2018 00:59:51 +0100

wow wow wow wow wow do I miss this account or am I just sad and nostalgic and low-key still proud of these two dumb ocs I made on this weird corner of the internet ??? no one knows I’m here. it’s weird.

slicedup: i really really do not know if anyone is still here. i don’t. but since i am, suddenly,...

Sat, 01 Sep 2018 03:05:18 +0100

slicedup:

_{i really really do not know if anyone is still here. i don’t. but since i am, suddenly, and no one’s paying attention, i might as well explain myself. maybe this is just a softly worded rant, since no one’s here anymore. maybe i need it said, objectively.
- there are triggers under the cut. they will be tagged.}

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woah i just found this account what the f u c k

Fri, 31 Aug 2018 22:23:12 +0100

woah i just found this account what the f u c k

yooooo are any of you Tumblr folks at SitC BC I’m alone and freakin out

Sat, 05 Aug 2017 11:56:52 +0100

_{yooooo are any of you Tumblr folks at SitC BC I’m alone and freakin out}

dicedup:your father told you // that you were...

Fri, 14 Jul 2017 00:34:10 +0100

dicedup:

^{your father told you // that you were nothing without his hands on your skin // your cancer was not born of kindness // but of rage && chemical infusion // you are empty // your flesh creeps across your bones // your skin is made of spiderwebs // your bones of burning pyres // when you rose from the ashes // they did not see blood stained fingerprints // they mistook the spite that dwells deep within for fractured innocence // but you are more // you are lost // you are spite incarnate // you watch your poisoned blood as it pulses through your wrists // greenish blue // angry && burning // hateful && acidic // your skin is made from spiderwebs // your bones of burning pyres // child // did you ever really rise from the ashes // or did you BECOME THEM ? * dicedup // ind oc. written by spence. poem : lord byron}

YELLO MY FAIR BABS !!! hello i am here i am back i can confirm !!!i have deleted most of my posts (...

Fri, 14 Jul 2017 00:15:57 +0100

_{YELLO MY FAIR BABS !!!
hello i am here i am back i can confirm !!!
i have deleted most of my posts ( apart from aesthetics && some rps , which i’ve privated ) so that i can start afresh !!!
if anyone wants to continue anything or keep relationships pls im or like this post !!!
( also pls read under the cut for a soppy apology and explanation for why i was gone so long lmao )}

_{hello my name is spencer and i am an absolute mess and i am v sorry for that . as many of you know , i had a noticeable breakdown in january , after which i was briefly hospitalised && i have very much failed to bounce back !!! especially in the tumblr-sphere . i did finish my college year with d*d* ( 100% ) so im p proud of that but in society’s terms i have been t e r r i b l e , including failing to log on at all oops . i am so so very sorry !!! i never intended to be away for this long and i am so so sorry aghhhh
i would appreciate it so very much if you would welcome me back !!! love you v much and again , so very sorry !!!!!}

slicedup/dicedup ayy Survey

Fri, 14 Jul 2017 00:01:30 +0100

slicedup/dicedup ayy Survey:

dicedup:

_{ey ok so i know i’ve been gone for 6 months almost exactly but i wanna come back and if u ever loved me pls tell me what to do with kate & dylan <3}

slicedup/dicedup ayy Survey

Thu, 13 Jul 2017 21:07:15 +0100

slicedup/dicedup ayy Survey:

dicedup:

_{ey ok so i know i’ve been gone for 6 months almost exactly but i wanna come back and if u ever loved me pls tell me what to do with kate & dylan <3}

slicedup/dicedup ayy Survey

Thu, 13 Jul 2017 19:43:28 +0100

slicedup/dicedup ayy Survey:

dicedup:

_{ey ok so i know i’ve been gone for 6 months almost exactly but i wanna come back and if u ever loved me pls tell me what to do with kate & dylan <3}

slicedup/dicedup ayy Survey

Thu, 13 Jul 2017 16:24:24 +0100

slicedup/dicedup ayy Survey:

dicedup:

_{ey ok so i know i’ve been gone for 6 months almost exactly but i wanna come back and if u ever loved me pls tell me what to do with kate & dylan <3}

slicedup/dicedup ayy Survey

Wed, 12 Jul 2017 00:33:16 +0100

slicedup/dicedup ayy Survey:

dicedup:

_{ey ok so i know i’ve been gone for 6 months almost exactly but i wanna come back and if u ever loved me pls tell me what to do with kate & dylan <3}

CAN ANYONE SEE MY POSTS OR HAVE I SLIPPED INTO LITERAL HADES

Wed, 12 Jul 2017 00:14:50 +0100

_{CAN ANYONE SEE MY POSTS OR HAVE I SLIPPED INTO LITERAL HADES}

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Tue, 11 Jul 2017 23:47:49 +0100

slicedup/dicedup ayy Survey:

dicedup:

_{ey ok so i know i’ve been gone for 6 months almost exactly but i wanna come back and if u ever loved me pls tell me what to do with kate & dylan <3}

slicedup/dicedup ayy Survey

Tue, 11 Jul 2017 21:51:12 +0100

slicedup/dicedup ayy Survey:

_{ey ok so i know i’ve been gone for 6 months almost exactly but i wanna come back and if u ever loved me pls tell me what to do with kate & dylan <3}

dicedup:your father told you // that you were...

Fri, 03 Feb 2017 16:40:14 +0000

dicedup:

^{your father told you // that you were nothing without his hands on your skin // your cancer was not born of kindness // but of rage && chemical infusion // you are empty // your flesh creeps across your bones // your skin is made of spiderwebs // your bones of burning pyres // when you rose from the ashes // they did not see blood stained fingerprints // they mistook the spite that dwells deep within for fractured innocence // but you are more // you are lost // you are spite incarnate // you watch your poisoned blood as it pulses through your wrists // greenish blue // angry && burning // hateful && acidic // your skin is made from spiderwebs // your bones of burning pyres // child // did you ever really rise from the ashes // or did you BECOME THEM ? * dicedup // ind oc. written by spence. poem : lord byron}

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dicedup:your father told you // that you were...

Fri, 06 Jan 2017 22:26:14 +0000

dicedup:

^{your father told you // that you were nothing without his hands on your skin // your cancer was not born of kindness // but of rage && chemical infusion // you are empty // your flesh creeps across your bones // your skin is made of spiderwebs // your bones of burning pyres // when you rose from the ashes // they did not see blood stained fingerprints // they mistook the spite that dwells deep within for fractured innocence // but you are more // you are lost // you are spite incarnate // you watch your poisoned blood as it pulses through your wrists // greenish blue // angry && burning // hateful && acidic // your skin is made from spiderwebs // your bones of burning pyres // child // did you ever really rise from the ashes // or did you BECOME THEM ? * dicedup // ind oc. written by spence. poem : lord byron}