dicedup :
ok but lowkey every now & then kate gets a pang of my parents probably think I’m dead and they’re not even looking for me probably and that makes me sad
#; it’s like… #; she’d love to say she never loved her parents #; but she did #; all those years where she didn’t know what her father was doing was /wrong/ #; the presents and the fact they kept her healthy #; her mother’s kind words to her that only slowly became manipulative and vindictive #; the memories of holding her mother’s hand as they crossed the street #; so yeah. she HATES them. but it doesn’t mean she never loved them #; and they loved her ; even if they didn’t show it how they should have #; and the fact that who she loved in the end was the reason they didn’t even bother looking for her after she went missing #; that really does hurt me #; bc she and dylan didn’t stray far from Oxford for those six weeks and they didn’t see one sign for either of them #; or anyone who recognised them #; gAH I could ramble abt this for hours
