so quick he doesn’t even see it happen, her hand is on him in a flash, efficiently startling him in it’s suddenness. what he does see, though, is what comes next. the colours emanating from her. it’s beautiful. breathtaking. befuddling. he hears no reaction from the people nearby, but he’s essentially forgotten there’s anyone else but the two of them.
a woman’s voice comes through his phone. ‘ emergency. which service? ’ wide blue eyes finally blink as he carefully lowers the phone and ends the call. ‘ o k a y. ’
B R E A T H E , for christ’s sake . air is held inside jailhouse ribs , a cacophony of life trapped within - she sees the telltale gaze , the movement as he hangs up the phone without a word . grip loosens to a level that does not threaten to break bone .
‘PLEASE- don’t . ’
IT IS ALL CONNECTED . colours soften just so , becoming the epitome of WARMTH && COMFORT; the sight of her , slowly , seems more human . blood hides the multitude of scars that cover her every inch , where the shorts && shirt do not .
it’s becoming clear to him that she is not in any state of mind to be able to tell him what happened to her, nor to decide what should be done. she’s too shaken. but after some rest and treatment (whether medical or psychological) she may be an important witness. a witness! perhaps she’s a victim, or even a possible suspect! either way it seems dirk may have just found himself a new case.
lifting his hand away from the young woman’s back, he glances to his palm - wet with blood - then quickly and carefully wipes it off on a dry part of her garment. next, his phone is retrieved from his trouser pocket in order for him to dial 999. ‘ hold on. they’ll send emergency services soon. ’
hand extends like a bullet from a gun - VIOLENT , as form becomes blurred - grips wrist with superhuman strength . oh , god , is she a MURDERER ? is that what they’ll see ? no , they won’t BELIEVE her - she phases , visible form descending into a shapeless mess of colours , emotion seeping from seams && cracks .
‘PLEASE- ’
SHE’S NOT CRAZY . the scientist is DEAD , but he DESERVED IT; it was the only option- his blood coats her skin the way hers coated his gloveless hands , his knives , his fucking L E A D P I P I N G-
‘ are you sure? ’ if she really isn’t injured, then she probably doesn’t need an ambulance, but on the same page, that would mean that all this blood isn’t hers. perhaps someone else needs an ambulance. ‘ what’s happened? can i call someone for you? ’
pray tell , who would there be to call ? her father , who took her childhood && crushed it under his thumb ? her mother , who so eagerly let it happen ? her best friend , whose blood was spilt six months ago now - whose life she watched dragged away ? no , there is NO ONE , there is NOTHING . head droops toward chest , breath barely leaving greyed lips .
somehow people don’t seem to notice her, and if they do, they don’t stop. but dirk notices, and watches as her legs (seemingly too weak to carry her any further) buckle and she falls to the ground. it’s not until dirk speeds over and kneels beside the girl that a small crowd gathers- simply onlooking and not helping. a hand rests on the girl’s back; the blood on her clothes is fresh- it’s wet to the touch. “a-are–” are you okay? what a stupid question. “do you want me to call you an ambulance?”
oh , it is not HER blood - fingers that so recently DUG INTO FLESH push open - palmed against the ground , attempt to push her failing body upright . the pavement is rough to the touch , so much rougher than the linoleum && metal of the lab - CHERISHED , held in memory . kate flinches from contact , whimpers , holds in a scream as she turns to glare , WIDE - EYED , at the first new eyes she has seen in what feels like a lifetime . WHAT DID HE SAY ?
blood - soaked clothes , shaking hands , a stumbling , listless form across the harsh ground . her head is THROBBING , every piece of her SHUDDERING && JOLTING with blinding pain . people pass by , ignorant of the horrors that plague their perfect worlds - they do not watch her , do not look . everything spins , && broken body collapses on the pavement , head crushing into the ground . SHE IS FREE , but she has not known a world this large for so long - shaky breaths , entire body shivering under ridiculously insufficient clothing . fingers claw at loose stones - the girl is BEYOND BROKEN . // open starter .
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O N E -- please tag your nsfw. i don't roleplay it myself, & i don't particularly want it coming up on my dash. however, i'm not removing the possibility of kate having sex within relationships, and i don't want to limit ships because of this - i'm okay with fade to black/time jumps. T W O -- no godmodding. this includes playing my muse for me, or badly hurting or killing my muse without my permission. T H R E E -- kate’s timeline is very flexible. i can adapt it to most fandoms without the need for aus, as long as they're modern-ish (within about 30 years of the current year). F O U R -- this is a multifandom blog. i'm familiar with a lot of fandoms, and i'm more likely to follow/interact you if i'm familiar with your character's fandom & backstory. F I V E -- mun =/= muse. kate may do/say things that can be considered morally questionable/wrong. i, in no way, condone these acts. S I X -- memes, opens, and starter calls are open to anyone unless specified. i reserve the right not to reply if for any reason i do not want to. S E V E N -- i am so up for pre-established relationships. seriously. come @ me bro.
kate’s nomadic , travelling from place to place , mindlessly searching. she picks up girls in bars , drinks her pain away , laughs & shouts. under all of that ? she’s deeply depressed , traumatised. yeah , maybe she’s scared of getting close to people - SO WHAT ?
the scientist drew her in , tore her apart && put her back together in the wrong order. call it stockholm syndrome , call it trauma - he became her father. he trained her , extensively , turned her into a killer for his twisted cause , & died. & she misses him. kate’s a murderer , plain & simple - she goes from place to place to place to find people. somehow , it’s not her. it’s a hollow person , a vessel for his memory , a shell of a being. SHE DIED IN THAT LAB.
kate’s still in catholic high school , still being abused by her father , still using the excuse of boxing to get away with bruises & broken bones , still attempting to keep away from people who might suspect something. they all think she’s cool , because she’s always beat up & always swears & doesn’t give a shit what anyone thinks - she gets invited to parties ; she drinks & smokes & takes whatever people give her , stumbles home in the hopes that her father is already asleep. SUICIDALLY RECKLESS TEEN.
the night dylan’s parents kicked him out , & kate’s parents found out she was gay , her father got a job in america. he says it was a coincidence , but kate knows it wasn’t. the whole family move to america , & they shove her into a school there - say this is a new start ! that they can start over ! as if the move would cure her. but her father is , if anything , worse than he was back home. they’re not close to anyone in the u.s. , no one’s checking up - he’s free to hurt her however he wants , almost without question. & she’s TRAPPED UNDER HIS THUMB.