ok but lowkey every now & then kate gets a pang of my parents probably think I’m dead and they’re not even looking for me probably and that makes me sad
; it's like...; she'd love to say she never loved her parents; but she did; all those years where she didn't know what her father was doing was /wrong/; the presents and the fact they kept her healthy; her mother's kind words to her that only slowly became manipulative and vindictive; the memories of holding her mother's hand as they crossed the street; so yeah. she HATES them. but it doesn't mean she never loved them; and they loved her ; even if they didn't show it how they should have; and the fact that who she loved in the end was the reason they didn't even bother looking for her after she went missing; that really does hurt me; bc she and dylan didn't stray far from Oxford for those six weeks and they didn't see one sign for either of them; or anyone who recognised them; gAH I could ramble abt this for hours; but I gotta go back to work; so have this*MOBILE.